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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Missing Pieces

 Author's Note: This is a poem I wrote about my mom being gone for almost 2 months now. I started working on it yesterday, which was kind of a downer day, so I wanted to write something sad. The form of this poem is kind of new for me, but I hope you enjoy it! P.S, check out my piece below this one, I'm trying out a new format, so see if you like it!

Texts, Calls
Words on screens
No footsteps of yours
Ringtones.

No, We
Half empty bed
No shoes in the hall
Space.

Sad, Sighs
Gathering dust
No car in the front
Shadows.

Wait, Wait
Hundreds of clocks
No releif to be found
Help.




Monday, May 9, 2011

Here

 Author's Note: This is a piece I found while looking through my past journal entries. Of course, I have revised it quite a bit, by changing a lot of the lines, and switching it from a robert frost like layout to a kind of funnel layout. I wanted to use that because the theme of this piece is very mysterious, and kind of depressing, so I wanted the reader to get kind of excited and into it by reading less and less every line. Anyway, I hope you enjoy! 

The heat captures me in it's sticky grasp
The back of my arms, legs, neck, burn from the black gravel
My eyes stare at the stretch of blue sky, and white clouds as it blurs together
The ground beneath me vibrates a small, pulsing  rhythm, over, and over
Thousands of ripples, growing larger until I can hear a distant engine
Its big, I can feel how the massive weight of it shakes the ground
Appearing in the distance, I do not need to look, for I know
Its speed maintains, a bull charging toward a rep cape
But I'm no red cape, I'm gray, barely noticable
The fumes fill my nose, numb my body
Its giant shadow sweeps over me
I do not flinch, I wait
And after it's over
I stay the same

Here

Monday, April 25, 2011

The Truman Show: Response 1 and 2

All His World's A Stage

Author's Note: This is the first response I did to The Truman Show. I wanted to write a poem, because I was only halfway through the movie and didn't know the outcome yet. I incorporated "All the world's a stage" by Shakespeare, because in the movie, all Truman's world is a stage. I hope you enjoy it!


All his world's a stage
And all the men and women merely watch;
Merely tune in-- with dead eyes and dead minds
Watching one live his life, pausing their own

All his world's a lie
And all the men and women go along;
Along with the plan-- to keep his cage locked
To keep what is fake, the thing that's most real

All his world is crumbling
And all the men and women await;
Await his next move-- and what happens next
Something will change, a pattern will break

**
At Sea


Author's Note: This is the second response I did for the movie, The Truman Show. I decided to write a fictional piece with the same theme. I used some of the main symbols in the movie, like the ocean, and the viewers of his television show. This piece is kind of a diary-style story, and I tried to the best of my ability to write a paralell piece. I hope you enjoy!

I've always been afraid of the ocean. It's massive, and unforgiving. Ironically, it's also where I've lived ever since I can remember. I don't know why I haven't left, maybe it's because this ship sails in circles, or because my soul is the thing that's lost, but for whatever reason, I sit here now, rocking back and forth on the black waves.

Every day is the same. I wake up, steer the boat, avoid staring at the abyss below, go to bed, and start all over again. The thing is, though the ocean is vast, and just waiting to be explored, my boat goes no where.I always see repeating landmarks in the space around me. Those little things that stand out as you pass them. I've even started to count how many times I see them, and the numbers are giant.

This morning, something was different. I woke up feeling quesy, which was something that rarely happened. I stumbled out of my bed and outside, into the salty sea air. I clenched my fists around the metal railing before dropping my head down towards the sea. I never got as far as to empty my stomach, because staring back at me from the water below was a face. A scream erupted from my chest, knocking the sick feeling right out of me. The more I stared into the ocean, the more faces I saw. They were all strangers, nobody I recognized. Their  faces were blank, and their eyes looked right through me. A shutter shook my body, and I dropped back into the boat.

Am I going crazy? My mind spins, and I realize that going insane could be a legitimate possibility. The thing that scares me the most is that I have no one to tell me it's okay. No one to look into the ocean and tell me that there's nothing there, nothing to ease my pain. I lay there, on the boat floor, and stare into the sky, watching it slowly fade into darkness.

Every day it gets worse. The faces become more and more clear, they close in on me, and my sanity slips slowly away. I fear for what will become of me, for I am stuck on this boat, with no hope of leaving. I've even given up driving it, because that means I'd have to stare into the open water, into the thousands of faces that fill it. So my boat sits in the middle of the ocean, and I sit in it, letting the minutes tick by, one by one.

I can't even sleep anymore. Every time I close my eyes I see those pale faces, and peircing eyes, and my eyes burst open again, terrified of what I see. I'm almost positive my mind isnt right, I'm starting to hear voices, and whether it is because of the lack of sleep, or something else, I have to leave.

For the first time since I saw the faces, I go outside to the front of the boat. It seems to be closing in on me, too small for even one person to stand on. The wind whips my hair, but sweat beads on my forehead, and the world starts spinning around me. I can't take it anymore, I'm tired of being afraid of everything around me, tired of being caged in, not being able to live my life.

I don't know why I did what I did after that, maybe it was because of the strong things I was thinking, or because I had gone insane, but whatever the reason, I jumped. I dived off the front of the ship, into the cold, dark ocean. I kept my eyes wide open the whole time, staring back at the faces that had ruled me for however long it was. The cold enveloped me, and I felt arms pulling me every which way. I smiled, and let them.


Monday, April 4, 2011

Emily Dickinson Poem

If you are looking for my poem that emulates "I heard a Fly buzz--when I died" by Emily Dickinson, please go to my Emily Dickinson sub-page and leave a comment. Thanks!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Trapped

Author's Note: This is a poem I wrote to get something new on my blog, since Mr. Johnson was nagging us about it for a couple days. I got the inspiration for this piece from writers block, and had been wanting to write something about it for a while now, so it felt good to get it out. I haven't done something of this format ever, so that is a little experimental, and I ended very abruptly, which felt weird at first, but it really works well with this poem. Enjoy!



A wall.

Your cage--

You try to lock me in.


My breath--

It fades.

Too close to my own skin.



I see no light--

My world is gone.

Your tricks have been well played.


You blur the lines--

Of right and wrong

The edges become frayed.



One more time--

I try to shout.

To get me out of here.


The walls--

They shake, crumble and fall

The outside world is clear.